Trophy Wife

Let me tell you bout this girl, she was greatest I ever knew
Was the safest in the world, screw me or do me she would never do
Like several other ones, she was pretty with nice smiles
Every other brother comes hoping she's gitty with light styles
For some reason she liked me, now I'm grieving just slightly
Because she even just likes thee thought of reaping what I be
We got married, had a home and hoped to have kids
It was scary, but oh no, I wont just pass this
Opportunity to be with the one who I loved
But now she screwing me, no longer the one who loved to be hugged
Now we dealing through lawyers, conversations through papers
And she's stealing through brokers, Internet and through the cable
She was always the trophy wife that I took pride in
And now she's made me a lonely life for me to fry in
Thought she was there to hold me tight till I was dying
Left paranoid with only fright, now I'm just crying

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This time I'll figure it out, There isn't a doubt
That this girl is everything I've been wishing about
But this isn't how it turns out, a kiss to the mouth
And everything is left behind, and she hits to the South
It's like my brain can't function when my heart is strong
It's like the pain crashes crushing because all along
The lies came coming,
I cried, pain crushing In my eyes
Laying them on this Wife that has my brain rushing

It's funny the power that she possessed over me
And it's crummy, I scour and send my stuff over-seas
Before she can get to them, like the house and the car
She already took, now I'm making stupid sounds at the bar
She had a split personality just like Two Face
Used to say she loved me now she says "Screw what you say"
She never cared, she proved my existence was worthless
Was it ever fair? I lose my resistance and curse this
I curse myself, I curse everything on this planet
It hurts like hell, I can't nurse all my pain, I just grab it
And work and tell me that first I sustain all the damage
Don't shirk or yell, makes it worse, I just stay and put bandages
On my wounds, but you can never cure the soul
Been conned and ruined, how will I ever lure my roll
I'm supposed to take inside this life at this point
I wont just fade to black, I just got to fight and get going

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Now let's just think straight for once, it's the only way
To put mind over matter; ignore this lonely cave
She double crossed me true but is that the end of it?
And it costed me too, right on the head, she's nailin it
But there's more to life than just this trophy wife
I got to realize all of that even through these lonely nights
I spend in hotels cause I lost everything else
No matter how hard I look, it don't seem many things help
But whatever she can have it, I need to bounce back
Through this emotional trauma and shock, I just found that
The only way to be happy in life is to go through pain
I've already been to hell and I'm back with those who came
She stole my name at first, but I'm my own person again
Months later, don't care, cleared all the cursing within
I may of lost trust in people mostly in general
But now I'm more aware of evil, boldly I let it go

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