Worse Than You f/ Mak D

(Caliber)
Walking home one day late from my girl's place
Lots of shit on my mind,
I find no time to rewind and reflect
On what I'm about to do next in this life I live
Who said that it was easy to give all these thoughts
And decide what Imma do when I grow old?
Sometimes my soul goes cold
I'm confused, I'm 18 and I love my family
I need to set a good example, teach my brother some strategy
I have to be faithful to my girl of 5 years
She was always there for me whenever I cried tears
It's cold out; I can't wait to get home to my pajamas
I turn my head and see some kids holding a camera
They're standing there poking and killing an animal, taping it
Watching all its brains splatter whole
In the basement of a house that's yet to be finished right next to mine
There's no way Imma let this crime go through
I go to, but they hold two rocks and smash my head with it
And I need to get stitches
They pin me down in the basement
I can hear my family just meters away but they cant hear me be slayed
I look at my brother's window and the lights are on
I scream help for long until they slit my throat
Grab the cam, grab the pliers then hit record
Mutilate me alive, tape it in this morgue
I was thinking of my future, now they're taking it away
For a snuff film, killing me so they can make a tape
Wishing I can get a hug before I'm laying in a grave
What pain, from white kids who's hating on my race
My legs are cut off, my veins tangled up nice
They giggle at me
Take turns slicing me happy
Suppose to be helping my moms with cooking some food
Now I'm closing my eyes praying for death to come soon
Praying for death to come soon....

(Mak D)
Doctors and nurses in the hospital working, my wife sitting'
on top of the gurney hurting' and perched with her thighs risen
Pushing' and wheezing', breathing heavily, screaming'
looking' at me in grief and agony, bleeding'
from the pussy, the seed I leaved in her went from bein' semen
to gushing' and squeezing' out her extremities,
Jesus who would of thought I would be a father
The head was coming out, I could see my daughter
The doctor reached for her, her mom was squeezing' her
hardest, my heart was nonstop beating', and all this seemed like a farfetched
fairytale,
my life just doubled in glory
all the trouble and sorry moments seemed like nothing but stories
Cause now, I see the reason to go and be strong
And I started to see new meaning’s of so many songs
The head was out, but I was puzzled, seeing' conditions
It looked like she had trouble breathing' and shifting'
I screamed at the pediatricians as I increased in affliction
My heart freezed in that instance, listening' for what seemed to be giving'
this wee little infant such miserable horror
Turns out she’s choking on her umbilical cord
She was turning' purple, panic erupted
They couldn't manage to cut this hurtful circle around the neck of my one kid
Watching' my own flesh suffer inside of my true love
Who'd love to be a mother, but time went and news struck us
that our daughter passed, inside of my wife’s vagina
Half way through from being able to climb up and lie beside her
My expression went from a smile to confusion
I couldn't believe my child I was losing'
Denial was used in coping', my spouse gave up her amazing force
As doctors were in tears, pulling' out my baby's corpse
I vomited all over my T-shirt as I teared
My wife was frozen as if in a seizure, it appeared
That the joy of fatherhood has vanished in moments
In complete shock, I stood just gasping' and coping'
gasping' and coping'

(Caliber)
An aspiring painter, talented eye for art
The eye remains
But the arms got lost in a car accident I endured thanks to a drunk driver
Took my life away; Well he might as well have
There's still scabs over and under me eyes lids
So even if I had arms, I couldn't draw on pads mom
My dream is dead and I cannot be consoled by anyone
What kind of girls' going to want to have any son with me?
I can't even be there to hold her Or show her any form of affection
It's over
My moms is even breaking down right in front of me
Travelling a dark tunnel, no light is coming, see?
I swear I'd run to you, but I have no legs
I'd ask you if I could hug you but my arms are pegs
I got no head without my dreams inside of em
Every night I beg to God, I just always cry to him

(Caliber)
I would die with you so you wouldn't be scared
I would cry for you so you'd know that I cared
I would try to do right, so I could be fair
I would die with you so you wouldn't be scared