PunchDrunkLove

I think it’s relevant that my benevolence get severed quick
Cause negativity follows your speech like Arabic
Emotions are bulging oceans and physicality throws them
With motions and goes in directions of foes with convulsions
I never thought I'd be involved with someone so sick
Who makes me hate myself, you fucking old bitch
Don't you understand when you hit me, I hit you right back?
We're strictly related like that, I really just jaded my past
Made it my last, in fact I'm putting my hand down
What ticked me off before, I feel I love for that now
I love you so much that if you pissed me off
I'd put my hands around your throat prompting a twisted cough
Until you turned blue, opposite how I earned you
Cause I didn't give a fuck back then, now I'm burnt through
Wasn't fair, this love affair's past its curfew
It's sure through, I kill you cause I love you

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Made me into a bad guy, but still you deserve less
I'm nervous, my mind doesn't commit to this
And never will because it’s wrong to stay with you
I know it because I don't pray when I lay with you
Cause we fell in this agreement where what you give to me…
I give it back and sometimes I give it back worse
I know that it's more than just negative energy…
We try to overcome it, but see we’re still just backwards…
And that's a bunch of problems we never dealt
Every time I try to leave I get caught in a second spell
Causing me to have dreams of what the devil said in hell
Pain no longer hurts when it's the only thing you ever felt…
It's funny; when this started I used to feel nauseous
Now it's second nature and yet I still want bliss
It's like your finger nails stabbing through with the truth
It's like I'm hanging by a thread while hanging you by a Neuse

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I literally feel the welts on my back are pulsating
Your friends tell you we're not worth saving
It’s greener on the other side, here is just dirt
But sadness is comfortable; being happy's too much work
I can't believe we fell in love with our misery
And it'll be a cold day in hell when you're not hitting me
How many times exactly did you slap me today?
Who’s to tell us that we're wrong when we're happy this way?
Cause, see breaking up with you just ain't a fate I'm embracing
And when we discuss it I swear my brain is just racing
I know my sanity's late on occasion, I raise fists
And damage you so much; you'd probably think I'm a rapist
I’ll change this, I chase it; this feeling of loving you
Hugging you, kissing you and fucking too, I'm stuck in you
People intervene and try to make us afraid
But we still hold hands in the cop car when they take us away

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