I'll Miss You

The hope died, we were lucky to begin
Now don’t cry or you’ll make me fall in love with you again
I kiss your picture everyday, more than just this
I kiss everything associated with you; morbid it is
I want to pack a bag and book a flight to go to visit
I cry a lot and hide it well so no one notices it
If I could take the pain you’ve had badly, start to stab madly
Killing myself instead of you’s a plan I’d have gladly
Then I panic cause this havoc just demands sadly
I still sleep with our stuffed animals, I’m that sappy
Calling out your pet names but your laugh’s lacking
To sum it all up I’ll tell you I’m just a sad packie
And I love your mother, brother, sister and pappy
I’m surprised I didn’t slit my wrist in half, rapping
You were home to me, supposed to be my plan, married
Now I feel like I’m a man buried

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I never wanted to do this....
Breaking a heart and crushing after you been feeling dead inside and pasty
I took your trust and abused it..
I'm sorry that I ruined it, but I know what death is now because she hates me...
You know me
Undisciplined little kid needing some ritalin in the system cause I'm so weak and misused
Crying in a tissue
I’ll move on when I’m fit to, but for now
I’ll miss you

It appears as though that I’ve become a weasel, I hate me
My only wish is maybe I can see you again please
And then be happy in my world and perfectly friendly
Because essentially and mentally it hurts to be healthy and strong
Withdrawn, I’m gone yonder, wandering long
I’m calmer with dishonor and cry when our song still comes on
It’s been long but I still want you every night when I’m sleeping
And when I wake up, our break up is thought of with plenty weeping
Now look; I might go psycho but there’s one thing I know
You’re still the most important person I even met in my life
It haunts me so much, hurting you when you wanted some love
A constant sorry’s always on me till they call me above
Nobody comes close, with you it feels so sunny I grow
I’d throw money to know and ensure that you’re comfy and home
I want you to know I’m hating how we come to be foul
Karma’s a bitch and she’s the only one who’s fucking me now

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