Lucid Coma

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So what to do about this shit?
Now I don't know about you, but I'm finished
Don't know what is this
Body's feeling oh so cold, I swear I just don't know
How I know that it's foretold that this shit just wont go
Away, it's just a slow flow of pain like rowboats in rain
It grows slow and stains and I'm
Feeling so desperate to end this
I'm going so out of my mind, this crap's horrendous.

As far as a good mood, I'm never on top of it
Cause there’s more things that piss me off in a day than the opposite
I could go on for days about the hardships I've been facing lately
The combination of crap, it just makes me crazy
Never knew what its like to just relax and chill
I tried twice to commit suicide with an axe and pills
It didn't work; I guess I'm a failure in that sense as well
I was meant to stay, not yet to be sent to hell
Even though it feels like hell how I'm living now
No sitting down, running around, wondering why this is, how?
Cause whatever can go wrong will be sure to do so
It's Murphy's Law and I'm the poster boy
Did you know how many times I've dealt with these petty lies that people try to feed to me?
It seems like every time I get involved with something, the dishonesty follows me
The devil is fond of me; I'd rather have a priest fondle me
Cause what ought to be going smooth blows up in my face
People always tell me that there's just no luck in my case
I just need something bad to happen to fall into a deep sleep for a couple of months
And then nobody can reach me or call me, harass me, my ass be away
I'm half depression and caffeine
Sprinkle food addiction and a dick, then you have me!
Confusion mixed with boozing has me puking so much
I'll do whatever I want in my Lucid Coma
No stress and no fights, honest and polite
I must profess its alright, it's just...why is everyone in my life so annoying??
It might be my fault but either way I'll be going to a new place,
Where I'm in charge of my destiny….
Better than any vacation package you're selling me
Even better than whatever heaven is said to be
Cause over here my hands are tied like female vasectomies

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